the rebellion begins within

Inner Wildling

We see you, wild one.

Our systems + structures have tried to tame us.

The container has gotten too small.

It’s time to unfurl our claws, gnash our teeth and let our gorgeous hearts open.

It’s time to let the Wildling out to play.

What is inner wildling?

Inner Wildling is an 8-month intensive that allows you to re-member all parts of yourself that the world told you were too small or too much, not good enough, not ‘right.’

We will provide multiple paths to dig into your own origin story, to recover the parts of yourself that haven’t found safe harbor, and to nurture, bolster and celebrate them. Think: Inner Witch, Inner Goddess/God, Inner Wild Thing.

Inner Wildling is an intentional, sacred space that supports you to liberate your whole self through the exploration of ideas, the keen observation of your life + behaviors, the experimentation with new tools + resources, and the learning + sharing in community with others doing the same deep soul work.

Inner Wildling consists of: a full curriculum of self-study courses based on a blend of earth-based practices, therapeutic + psychological concepts, and soul-accessing tools; peer connections and group coaching; and one-on-one mentorship.

The work is deep, multi-leveled and layered to provide you with multiple access points to learn more about your inner world and what is ready to be unleashed.

Inner Wildling’s program will coax all the feral parts of you out of the shadows and into the light, giving them a space to own and a voice to howl.

Wildlings see the feral in each other and nod respectfully to it.

We aren’t here to tame you.

We are here to HOLD THE FIRES OF INSPIRATION AS YOU WALK your LIBERATION JOURNEY, UNHOOKING from the structures + conditions that have kept you from your most wild primal self.

how it works:

The eight month intensive will be broken into three seasons: Winter, Spring and Summer, starting in December of 2024. Our work will be centered around the natural rhythms of the seasons, and will incorporate the elements below.

 

One-to-one Mentorship

Regular one-to-one mentorship sessions with Pam + Sarah, seasoned, experienced coaches and guides who have been walking this path and supporting others to do so for decades. Think of us as the shepherd holding the lantern to light your way forward.

Self-Study Courses

Each season will be anchored with self-study courses to help enrich your knowledge of the season’s invitations for your growth and development. Courses will contain audio, video, handouts, exercises, recommended resources and prompts.

Group Coaching Sessions

Now the intensive becomes more than a personal journey, but a collective, collaborative experience. You’ll learn reflective listening techniques, practice deep noticing, brainstorm ways to create safe spaces and examine your own language, behaviors, and energy, all with a community of other wildlings.


Peer Connection:

A deep well of resources always exists around us. We’ll develop practices to connect to the world around us, gain wisdom from nature and those who came before us, distinguish between dogma and spirituality, and find balance and humility in the ways we are impacting our world.

Curated Resources

From specially crafted Spotify playlists to resource lists, recommended reading and seasonal tarot spreads, we will equip you with plenty of places to continue to deepen your exploration beyond our time together.

Your Personal Apothecary:

By the time you’ve completed the intensive, you will have developed your own apothecary of techniques and systems, a unique grimoire of spells and practices, incantations and rituals. You’ll be ready to keep doing the work to shift the world around you!

Two ways to join

Inner Wildling
$2,000.00
One time
$250.00
For 8 months

Join the 8-month intensive program to recover and reignite your Inner Wildling.


✓ 9 self-study courses
✓ One-on-one mentorship
✓ Group coaching + peer connection
✓ Tools, practices and exercises aligned with seasonal themes
✓ Resource lists, tarot spreads and seasonal playlists

We ask each applicant to chat with one of us via phone or Zoom to make sure this is the best fit for your journey at this moment. More details will follow.

Enrollment opens November 2024.

Enter your email below to be added to the waitlist and notified when the enrollment date approaches.

this is for you if…

  • You are eager to dive deeply into your soul journey

  • You are aching to access the wild, feral parts of yourself that haven’t been previously supported

  • You are ready to take risks with the support of seasoned mentors and a trusted community.

  • You are ready to deconstruct the overcultural systems of oppression in order to reconstruct a more liberated culture for all.

  • You have been doing your own inner work (i.e., therapy, coaching, shadow work, antiracism/anticapitalism/antipatriarchy exploration)

  • You are seek a community of other wildlings for support, accountability, healthy challenges and joyous celebration.

FOR ONLY $200 a month:

Accountability + Support

Pam + Sarah have decades of combined experience coaching and mentoring folks to dive deeply into their authentic selves and bravely embrace their soul work. They are skilled at creating intentional, embodied support along these paths.

 

Tools + practices

Each season will incorporate ~3 self-study courses that help integrate the energy of the season and lay a foundation for our learning. Each course will provide a variety of tools, practices, exercises and prompts to help you explore the topics and make them your own.

 
 

Fellowship

Everyone enrolled is carefully selected with the intention to bring a diversity of perspectives. Through self-scheduled dialogues with members of your cohort, and group coaching sessions, you’ll continue to learn from each other.

 
 
 

Embodied wisdom

Dedicated one on one time with master trainers will provide thoughtful conversation and mentorship to support your connection to yourself and you inner wildling.

Meet your guides


  • Founder, Bewonderment

    Writer, creative mystic, seeker.

    SRB has been using tarot as a tool for expansion and growth for 25 years. She has integrated her knowledge into her teaching and spiritual practices.

    Learn more about Sarah here.

  • Co-conspirator

    Pamela Kowal, MS, LMFT Emeritus + Healing Practitioner. Pam has been in the healing arts since 1996, as a licensed therapist, teacher, facilitator, energy healer, an ongoing student of earth medicine + tarot, as well as an editor/writer + creator. She builds networks of people and resources, and is committed to sharing what she has learned so that others can be inspired to remember + take action from their own truth. You can see her work at www.pamelakowal.com